Desire. It’s something we all have and yet we all desire something different. American Heritage defines it as a longing for something. Just the term desire appears in the bible over 100 times.
In the wilderness their desires ran wild, testing God’s patience in that dry wasteland.
Psalm 106:4
There are negative desires and positive ones. Determining which is positive and negative sometimes can be hard.
You grew weary in your search, but you never gave up. Desire gave you renewed strength, and you did not grow weary.
Isaiah 57:10
However, desire can be very rewarding. The process of searching brings weariness but at the same time, desire for the Lord brings strength.
I’m struggling and growing with my desires right now.
- Desiring God. It’s my new passion. I want to be all about him. I want everything I do to glorify Him.
- Desiring A’s. I need an 87 on my Linear final for an A. I need an a 80 on my History Final for an A. And I need a 20 on my EDUC final for an A.
- Desiring Another. Eh, it’s bothered me this weekend more than it has in a while. Mainly because of so many memories that were brought to my attention.
- Desiring More. Two years may have not been enough. I want more of them, they’ve been excellent.
- Desiring Missions. I want to go so badly on a mission trip but the one that’s available I’m not 100% God wants me there.
God blessed me this weekend with an answer to a desire. For the past year, I’ve been desiring something material – an award. I’ve wanted a coaching award since I started. Every time I saw a coaching award given, I desired to be that person. In my opinion, I thought my work ethic deserved the award. I was getting almost angry with God for not getting a coaching award and I finally surrendered this desire in late December and knew that in God’s timing I would be rewarded. This past weekend, I received a plaque from the Southern District for six years of Appreciation and Service to the community. To God be the Glory! It could have probably been great stopping there – but my last tournament with Fayette ends with the coadching award as well as two HUGE team awards. Best squad of the year and Best overall performance in the District [first time ever in FCHS history]. I’m thrilled to say I coach the best team in the district.
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